akhirnye..ak dpt tamatkan semester 1 dengan jayenye..tp...xdela jaye mne pon..mau tau npe..?b'coz my result was not so gud..pe yg ak target xdpt ku kecapi dgn jayenye kali nie...hmm..why life is so hard...adat la 2 kn..?kdg2 kte ade kt bwh n kdg2 kte de kt ats..tp saat ade kt ats 2 mmg bhagie gle smpai timbul rse riak n bgge dlm dri..2 yg mmbuatkn sseorg mnusie 2 lpe pd pncptanya..tp..ble kte de kt bwh lak...bru laa sdr kclapan kte...klemahan kte..n mule kembali kpd-NYA..tol x..?hmm..biasela 2..nme pon mnusie...
hmm..kdg2 ak sndri pon xphm ak nie mcm mne sbenanye...kdg2 ak yakin ley wt..kdg2 2..aduuh..mmg pyh nk yakinkn dri nie..kdg2 2 rse dri nie cam pndai..tp..kdg2 2..ble dkalangan org yg pndai2..haaihh..rse down glee2..sakinah2...apela kau nie..walo pe pon...kau kne yakin dgn ape yg ko wt n bkal wat..be prepared dgn ape yg akn dtg kt ko..cm2 laa ak mnguatkn smgt ak sndri..dgn2 kate2 itu ak cube utk yakinkn dri nie..tp..ape kn daye..rse dri xmampu juge..plizz laa..
ak btoi2 xley idop sorg2..ak kne ade org support ak..ak kne ade org sntiase kt sisi ak..bg kte2 smgt..tp skrg..sume 2 xde lg...ak mulai blaja tuk idop sorg2..wt sumthing sorg2..tnpe ade org tlg..ak xnk ulang kclapan ak yg lps..tlampau meminta dan meminta org utk tlg ak..n akhirnye ak amt thutang budi kt die smpai ssh utk mlpskannye..haaiih..
makin umo mningkat n makin matang ak makin ssh khidupan yg ak lalui..life2..mcm2 yg jd kt ak..ade yg da jd satu nitemare wt ak..yg kdg2 2 ley mbuatkan ak jato jao gle...
skrg..ak rse tkot nk msok ke semester 2 lak..ak tkot ak xley wat..n again..ak kne yakinkn dri ak lg...no fear..must face it...
cuti sem nie pon cam xdepe je..nothing..jiwe sntiase xtng..mcm2 yg jd..tiap2 ari tgk result ak..pkir ape akn jd kt ak nnt..hmm.tym final week ari2..mmg stress xigt laa...
ak cbe tuk pulun gle..mmg xckop tdo la..bjage smpai subuh hanye utk mngadap buku..lps subuh bru tdo...cbe tuk struggle...ak jd smgt tuk struggle ble dkalangan org pandai2 nie..mau tau npe..??ak xmau jd plg rndah diantara mereka..ak mau sme taraf ngn dorg..jd ak struggle n usehe lebey cket dr dorg..dr dlu ak ske ckp cmnie.."ak xpandai cam dorg,jd ak kne usehe lebey cket dr dorg.."mungkin ngn kate2 nie ak akan lebey smgt..
tp......
ak frust gle ble tgok result final ak..ak rse cam sie2 je struggle ye2 je..tp ak nye pncapaian ttp sme je..cm2 jgk..xubh pon..mmg frust..jelez tgk dorg yg stdy relax2 2...tp ape kn daye..ak hanye mampu bsyukur sbb DIA la pnentu sgale2 nye...ak redha ngn ape yg DIA bg...mayb ade sbbnye kn..?
hmmm...pape pon...cuti ni amt mbosankan..=(
hmm..kdg2 ak sndri pon xphm ak nie mcm mne sbenanye...kdg2 ak yakin ley wt..kdg2 2..aduuh..mmg pyh nk yakinkn dri nie..kdg2 2 rse dri nie cam pndai..tp..kdg2 2..ble dkalangan org yg pndai2..haaihh..rse down glee2..sakinah2...apela kau nie..walo pe pon...kau kne yakin dgn ape yg ko wt n bkal wat..be prepared dgn ape yg akn dtg kt ko..cm2 laa ak mnguatkn smgt ak sndri..dgn2 kate2 itu ak cube utk yakinkn dri nie..tp..ape kn daye..rse dri xmampu juge..plizz laa..
ak btoi2 xley idop sorg2..ak kne ade org support ak..ak kne ade org sntiase kt sisi ak..bg kte2 smgt..tp skrg..sume 2 xde lg...ak mulai blaja tuk idop sorg2..wt sumthing sorg2..tnpe ade org tlg..ak xnk ulang kclapan ak yg lps..tlampau meminta dan meminta org utk tlg ak..n akhirnye ak amt thutang budi kt die smpai ssh utk mlpskannye..haaiih..
makin umo mningkat n makin matang ak makin ssh khidupan yg ak lalui..life2..mcm2 yg jd kt ak..ade yg da jd satu nitemare wt ak..yg kdg2 2 ley mbuatkan ak jato jao gle...
skrg..ak rse tkot nk msok ke semester 2 lak..ak tkot ak xley wat..n again..ak kne yakinkn dri ak lg...no fear..must face it...
cuti sem nie pon cam xdepe je..nothing..jiwe sntiase xtng..mcm2 yg jd..tiap2 ari tgk result ak..pkir ape akn jd kt ak nnt..hmm.tym final week ari2..mmg stress xigt laa...
ak cbe tuk pulun gle..mmg xckop tdo la..bjage smpai subuh hanye utk mngadap buku..lps subuh bru tdo...cbe tuk struggle...ak jd smgt tuk struggle ble dkalangan org pandai2 nie..mau tau npe..??ak xmau jd plg rndah diantara mereka..ak mau sme taraf ngn dorg..jd ak struggle n usehe lebey cket dr dorg..dr dlu ak ske ckp cmnie.."ak xpandai cam dorg,jd ak kne usehe lebey cket dr dorg.."mungkin ngn kate2 nie ak akan lebey smgt..
tp......
ak frust gle ble tgok result final ak..ak rse cam sie2 je struggle ye2 je..tp ak nye pncapaian ttp sme je..cm2 jgk..xubh pon..mmg frust..jelez tgk dorg yg stdy relax2 2...tp ape kn daye..ak hanye mampu bsyukur sbb DIA la pnentu sgale2 nye...ak redha ngn ape yg DIA bg...mayb ade sbbnye kn..?
hmmm...pape pon...cuti ni amt mbosankan..=(
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